i forgotten?

i wanna... SCREAM!!!

look into the FUTURE

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

i guess ppl really do weird stuff at weird times...
was just thinkin of what ill do in a few years time
O' levels. like wtf
for a person who.
No.1 : pon cca like free (no 2pts)
No.2 : doesnt take higher mt or 3rd lang (even worse)
No.3 : doesnt even study? (my god...)

my life is basically screwed.
bet i cant even get into a poly.
oh wait. i dont even have a life...

i dont have any great inheritance.
nor do i have really rich god-parents
or even rich parents to start with.
so lan-ing has to go

wad could i do?
be a singer? xD
its not like i have a good voice -.-
i cant even sing.

dish washer seems attractive.
oh well

wad could a failure like me achieve in life anyway

posted | 12:29:00 AM
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realised...

Sunday, May 11, 2008

well this place has been relatively dead.
so who gives a shit what i write abt here anyway.
many things have been going on.
tough times i guess.

well, at least a few ppl are.
and i bet those ppl wont see this -.-
but what the heck.
i know saying anything wont help.
so ill just shut the trap of mine.
hope and pray that no one gets hurt.

~compilation of phrases from songs~

Well it's hard to explain but I'll try if you let me
This jealousy look what its done.
Every action in this world will bear a consequence
Losing faith in everything I hoped and knew
They say your head can be a prison.
I live to die another day,
I lose my way
But I will go on until the end.

god dammid i am really bored.

won't get jealouse, angry, pissed eh?
whole lot of crap.

posted | 10:29:00 PM
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and the times change again...

Friday, May 2, 2008

it used to be have more babies...
gst increase...
mas selamat escape
and now global warming...
undeniable fact no.1:
turning on the air-con does not help bring the temperature down =D
fact no.2:
the ozone layer (you know? the one that blocks off UV-rays? yeah that one...)
actually replenishes itself! thats so cool. although not much to do with global warming :X

"seasons change but people don't"
quoted from a song. (YAY i memorized another quote! wait, does that even count?)
unfortunately, does not apply to me.
seasons DO change, the same way people change.
gradually? suddenly? idk
but we must be able to face these changes and
either adapt or get frustrated over them. lol

OHYA! something interesting i heard abt today...
THE 5 LOVE LANGUAGES!
so cool, turns out that theres actually this book
ya, wadever
its like, sorting out how we show our love/appreciation/care/concern
into 5 things:
-touch
-gifts
-words of affirmation
-quality time
-acts of service

its like so cool!
so for example, each of us has this "love tank" in us
and like, when other people show love to us through different ways, the "tank" is filled
eg. person A's love language is quality time. So when others spend quality time with A, A feels loved and the tank is filled!
but eg. person B's LL is gifts and gives A a gift, A wont feel as loved as much as if A were to spend quality time with B.

how to determine which LL are you? (or another person)
observe the person's actions, way of thinking, likes/dislikes
for example, me!
i love to hug people, shake hands, hi-5, poke and whatever.
so guess what LL do i speak?
touch, duh
gifts, expresses appreciation by giving gifts
words, thanks by praising
act of service, shows gratitude by helping physically
quality time, loves to spend time tgt

so on and so forth.

when u determine someone's LL, it would be the best if you love that person according to his/her LL. And i strongly believe that this works! So try it out!

eg. gifts the easiest, presents!
words, thank, praise the person for their actions...
so on.

aint it cool?
anyone gt that book? i wont mind borrowing :X

exams nxt week le!
well, at least mine is,
those that gna have tests, exams,
good luck! although its only mid-year,
i believe many will be screwed if performance is not up to mark.
work hard everyone!

(im an exception!) ><

posted | 10:24:00 PM
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