i forgotten?

i wanna... SCREAM!!!

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ME:Martin

Im confused, who am i? i dont know anymore...

Being the eldest sux

Monday, March 17, 2008

this is totally crap
my bro came home super late today.
like 6++
even if he "supposedly" hav supplementary lessons (he did not)
he would be back like 4+ latest?

turns out he went to his friends hse.
like i suspected...
came home
got busted by my mom
who was like
going nuts

after all the crying and scolding
(which luckily i missed)
i got the blame
again. something i expected
(all these things standard one... even 10 more years oso wont change de -.-)
saying that he is a "reflection" of me
how i affect the way he behaves
like.. all the things she say so standard lor
wanna shout at her face
"wan scold/lecture/point finger at me oso go learn a few more tricks lah"
always use the same lines...
saying that she gives up on me, my bro and my dad
its not like shes the only one that wants to walk out
who doesnt wanna just leave everything behind
and go away
although the consequences... -.-
damn i think too much

cuz mayb ill try it someday =D
and when that day comes
or before that
i wont be the way i am now...
screw life
screw school
screw maths -.-

posted | 8:01:00 PM
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