i forgotten?

its my fault... all my fault...

Monday, March 31, 2008

of all things, we got 2nd again ._.
and the worst part abt this is that we din lose because the opponent was better
or we played badly.
but because kranji just had to win.
yea they did , in both the games we played against them.
1st scenario:
freaking obvious.
they threw the disc out, so we picked it up and scored.
then they blatantly lied and said they wanted a substitution.
when you can only sub when someone scores -.-
so that point was void. like wtf

2nd scenario:
ok this was partially my fault.
i dived and caught the disc. landed barely inside.
and slided "out"
if we protested, it would have been a point and we would have won!
yea, that was "if".

3rd scenario:
final point!
the deciding factor, who was the champion
after a freaking intense time.
2 players of kranji caught the disc.
one of them inside and other one outside.
the one outside caught it 1st, thn the one inside grabbed the disc as well
after consulting the "assistant"
he said that that point was void.
but we only consulted him after kranji pranced around and were crowned champion.

the best one of all.
we went to tell them all out findings and asked for one last point.
guess wad? they did not dare to defend their title and said that it was late and they needed to go.
aww, champions chickening out?
thou puny weak boot-licking bastards
well i guess we cant blame them huh?
after playing dirty and not being honest.
would anyone in their right mind stay and defend whats not theirs?
i mean we have 3-4 other teams backing us up.
but it doesnt matter anyway!
cuz like 60% of the ppl there belongs to kranji and the organiser is their coach!

if only i protested...

~Paper Wings~
by Rise Against

One last thing i beg you please just before you go
I've watched you fly on paper wings halfway round the world
Until they burned up in the atmosphere and sent you spiraling down
Landed somewhere far from here with no one else around
To catch you falling down
And i'm looking at you now

And i can't tell if you're laughing
Between each smile there's a tear in your eye
There's a train leaving town in an hour
It's not waiting for you, and neither am i

"swing for the fences son" he must have told you once
That was a conversation you took nothing from
So raise your glass now and celebrate exactly what you've done
Just put off another day of knowing where you're from
And you can catch up with yourself if you run...

And i can't tell if you're laughing
Between each smile there's a tear in your eye
There's a train leaving town in an hour
It's not waiting for you, and neither am i

Is this the life that you lead?
Or the life that's left for you?
Will you take the road that's been laid out before you
Will we cross pathes somewhere else tonight? somewhere else tonight...

And i can't tell if you're laughing
Between each smile there's a tear in your eye
There's a train leaving town in an hour
It's not waiting for you, and neither am i

posted | 7:44:00 PM
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frisbee compt comin up...

Sunday, March 23, 2008

sia la, one more week
and our efforts will show results!
the seeds that we planted shall start to grow!
and im seriously lookin forward to playing against the juniors
seriously, no slacking ><
saturday is the day
so i shall pon trng on friday =D

new shirts are nice
except the "line"
it came with the soft copy
so the guy juz followed it.
take it as the design ba... =D

right elbow keeps acting up.
get sharp pains anywhere, everywhere.
back... no hope le

hope i dont break anything anytime soon..

nidda do maths liao... abit late ah...
good nites everyone! take care =3

posted | 10:42:00 PM
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Being the eldest sux

Monday, March 17, 2008

this is totally crap
my bro came home super late today.
like 6++
even if he "supposedly" hav supplementary lessons (he did not)
he would be back like 4+ latest?

turns out he went to his friends hse.
like i suspected...
came home
got busted by my mom
who was like
going nuts

after all the crying and scolding
(which luckily i missed)
i got the blame
again. something i expected
(all these things standard one... even 10 more years oso wont change de -.-)
saying that he is a "reflection" of me
how i affect the way he behaves
like.. all the things she say so standard lor
wanna shout at her face
"wan scold/lecture/point finger at me oso go learn a few more tricks lah"
always use the same lines...
saying that she gives up on me, my bro and my dad
its not like shes the only one that wants to walk out
who doesnt wanna just leave everything behind
and go away
although the consequences... -.-
damn i think too much

cuz mayb ill try it someday =D
and when that day comes
or before that
i wont be the way i am now...
screw life
screw school
screw maths -.-

posted | 8:01:00 PM
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in-case ppl dont check yr e-mail

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

i received a chain mail from my cousins a few days ago...
and although i received it like...
idk hw many times.
its still kinda true?

Here are a few reasons

why guys like girls:

1.

They will always smell good
even if its just shampoo
(this is so true)

2.

The way their heads always
find the right spot on our shoulder
(xD)

3.

How cute they look when they sleep
(AHHA)

4.

The ease in which they fit into our arms
O.o

5.
The way they kiss you and
all of a sudden everything
is right in the world
RAWR!

6.

How cute they are when they eat
XD V TRUE

7.
The way they take hours
to get dressed
but in the end

it makes it all worth while
=D

8.

Because they are always
warm even when its minus 30 outside
... its singapore-.-

9.

The way they look good
no matter what they wear
kinda? try thrash bags xD

10.

The way they fish for compliments
even though you both know that you
think she's the most
beautiful thing on this earth
really? xD

11.
How cute they are when they argue
AHHAHAHA

12.

The way her hand always finds yours
yeah... =)

13.

The way they smile
LOVE IT

14.

The way you feel
when you see their name
on the call ID
after you just had a big fight
the big fight part... idk
but applies to me =D

15.

The way she says
'lets not fight anymore'
even though you know that
an hour later....
......

16.
The way they kiss when
you do something nice for them
woo! would love that

17.
The way they kiss you
when you say
'I love you'
=D

18.

Actually ...
just the way they kiss you...
XD undeniable

19.
The way they fall into your arms
when they cry
N/A

20.

Then the way they apologize
for crying over something that silly
N/A

21.
The way they hit you
and expect it to hurt
LOL

22.

Then the way they apologize
when it does hurt.
(even though we don't admit it)!
LOLOLOL

23.

The way they say
'I miss you'
=3

24.
The way you miss them
T.T

25.

The way their tears
make you want to
change the world
so that it
doesn't hurt her anymore.....
Yet regardless
if you love them,
hate them,
wish they would die
or
know that you would die

without them ...
it matters not.
Because once in your life,
whatever they were to the world
they become everything to you.
When you look them in the eyes,
traveling to
the depths of their souls

and
you say a million things
without trace of a sound,
you know that your own life
is inevitable consumed
within the rhythmic beatings
of her very heart.
We love them for a million reasons,

No paper would do it justice.
It is a thing not of the mind
but of the heart.
A feeling.
Only felt.

dam chim... but wad the heck! XD

to those out there
that are attached
do not take things for granted =D

posted | 10:05:00 PM
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AHHHA TODAY SO FUN

Friday, March 7, 2008

although today was PTM... (im not getting into that)
WAD HAPPENED AFTER THAT WAS FREAK FUNNY
lol, kyle,shankkar and me went cineleisure.
and i thought they were gna lan-game or smthing...
in the end play x-box O.O
BUT IT WAS SO FREAKING FUNNY
we were like screaming and shouting at each other
while playing call of duty 4.
its like...
walk into close quarters...
see enemy...
SPAM FIRE AND SHOUT LIKE FKTARDS
lol.
after that went taka walk walk.
kyle said that his "friend" was there
so go lor...
in the end. its some girl that his friend intro to him
WHICH HE DIN EVEN MEET B4?
walk around,
spot cedar girls,
then see us.
thn the we run... -.-
retarded
sumore after that ah...
we like spent damn long
playing "hide n seek" -.-

here comes the crazy part...
we went to KFC to grab a bite
thn while eating,
we started cracking stupid jokes
while kyle drinkin milo
i said smthing super retarded
THN HE SPIT MILO ALL OVER THE CHEESE FRIES
which we finished... xD
and thn he started spitting half chewed pop-corn chicken into the mess...
dam retarded
went to buy ice-cream at mac's
walk walk walk
to the fountain there (inside ngee ann city)
and kyle started stuffing the ice-cream into his mouth, but maintaining the ice-creams shape
like he was... *lalala~*

anw, i told him to bite the "ice-cream" and he did
thn kyle was like jumping up n down
cuz the ice-cream in his mouth dam cold.
thn shankkar dared him to spit it down into the fountain
(we were one lvl above it)
thn we were thinkin
he wont dare do it
i turn around
and saw him getting into position
and suddenly he spat the ice-cream down...
DOWN INTO THE BLOODY FOUNTAIN?
and shank n i ran like fktards...
kyle juz walk away in "style" xD

like... dam dumb lah
there were people all around
and he juz spat the ice-cream into the fountain...

went back play more x-box
this time was wrestling
also another round of shouting and screaming... LOL

left the place,
shank had to go,
kyle had tuition
and i had nothing to do -.-

going out with them so rocks XD
band of retards!

posted | 7:52:00 PM
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AHHA i am dumb!

Sunday, March 2, 2008

There goes my valentine again...
Soaked in red for what she said....
AND NOW SHES GONE!

wahaha, my new pm!

2nd march, memorable day...
lol im so crappy now!
cuz im on the fone with a sotong...
xD so retarded.

i din open the door for my grandma.
yea, i used to live at blk 955

tomorrow is the dreaded day,
mass swim.
i am so gettin a blu form and goin home =D

lol now SJI has a new name:
Singapore Junior Institution xD

WAHAHA IF THE ABOVE SEEMS LIKE CRAP
IT IS!
and sotongs fone juz got confiscated xD
>< now no one to tok to le...
so i shall go sleep~
and hopefully it would take my mind off
off for quite sometime
at least enough time for me not to do dumb things

DAMN WHERES THE SOTONG

im gettin emo
I FEEL SO CRAP

lol clothes nidda be washed,
stuff nidda be done.

and u juz hav to make me miss you SOOOOO much.

keep yourself safe out there,
come back in one piece xD

ill be waitin,
and waitin...
and waitin.....
juz for the day u return

posted | 10:46:00 PM
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